Now, it only figures...
how long it would've took me
to come up with such a post.

(a post professing my love to clue in
every other confused LJ & the occasional
old friend/passer-by on my recent 'life's high')

No, really.
To clear the air,
I'm going to do a self-justifying post
just for the sake of it.

And for those who get where i'm coming from
and need no

 ( further explanation )

i send you all my love for accepting
and not judging otherwise :)

*Disclaimer: Opinions expressed are neither in/directly dissing or degrading other cultures and/or genres*

It hurts just to wake up,
whenever you're wearing thin

Alone on the outside,
So tired of looking in

The end is uncertain...
And I've never been so afraid

But I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope
And that makes me feel brave 

 I still need to trawl & traipse:
'Prints', 'Art Friend' and
what other one-stop-DIY/arts-and-craft-stores
for my Christmas card necessities
(which, courtesy of my latest bout of inspiration, 
i've begun to feel quite enthusiastic about).

Yes my friends, this year
(the aesthetically challenged) I,
will be delivering hand-made lovelies
instead of my usual M&S store-bought (and spilt) ones.

Ah the time one has,
to pursue such pretty things
when'st at a academic standstill.

Pardon moi,
i was having a bad day
and this helped.


( [Viewing Advisory] Fan-girl rampage [Viewing Advisory] )



On a side note,



this is for PJ (it's T.O.P's)
- should get one for her, haha!


Credit goes to: http://ibigbang.wordpress.com/

 I've been known to 
not fit perfectly into categories or squares.

People hardly know what to get me, 
when an occasion calls for a present.

Pinning down my likes & dislikes 
for aspects in my life prolly calls for
more than just a few seconds of pause.
(take my Music taste for e.g.)

However,
 (others & myself included) are certain of
this one thing.

When i like something,
i really do LIKE it.
[Read: possessed by absolute-single-minded-unwavering-determination
and adrenaline-charged-sustained-stamina for devotion]

I'm not the type to actively seek out 
everything and anything related to my interest...
but my commitment to appreciation, 
is as binding a blood oath.

I might not have everlasting episodes of wanderlust
nor do i have a cumulation of idols revelries
but i do have these moments,

These moments where
i could be the biggest fangirl and
i could stay up for hours, just because. 

I might not be cheering for the same things,
a few months down the road;
or parade the same picture everywhere,
but i'd be willing to bet:

I had the best time of my life then and there.

I've been enjoying myself too much.

Wiling my time away in TEP
would have been much more of a drag
if it weren't for them:



My very special ah nias.

I know this will be a real damper of an update, but,

I'm in no mood to do up a pretty post
- without my laptop.
 

It crashed (for the 4th time) AND

i got the BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH too.

I WOULD have posted:

Big Bang pictures to show my growing adoration for them.
G-Dragon's 'Heartbreaker' lyrics, because it's totally grown and taken me over.
A poem or two, composed courtesy of morning MRT inspirations and sightings.

But,
i guess not.


Another time.

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh

Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh

No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love

Straight through my heart

Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down

Plato's words

Maybe we're of old,
reciting these quotes so often told.

Borne from an encounter,
it must have enraptured his soul:
Smitten (and rightfully so).

Forming words for containment:
A honeysuckle's potency...
A bristling thrush?

The man gives up.

Like a storm,
unable to quench a desert's thirst, 
he only wisens up.


"At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet."
- Plato

Oft,
with the accumulation of too many past events to recount;
(some significant, some not)
i leave another picture in good stead - presenting...

my new story pursuit



For those of you who know what anime this is,
I KNOW it's an age old one (& on hiatus).

But since i have nothing against unearthing
old/unpopular/discontinued stories,
i'll take my time (& hope the author continues with it by the time i catch up).

What i didn't bargain for was how very depressing (in a good-plot-way)
the whole storyline is.

It reminded me of Chrono's Crusade
(although i'm too lazy to find out which anime came first)
with the 'Church' references, VERY brief moments (if at all) of happiness
and worst of all...



MAJOR sadness/struggles (everywhere) *cue bawling*.
Like, it's one 'shit-crap' (to quote michelle) after another.

But i'm no fan of happy-go-lucky stories either
so i take everything as it comes.

And as we speak,
i'm liking KPop too.



*picture credits go to D-Gray Man & the author*

And...in real life
:D






This is a pretty late update (for me) isn't it?
Judging by the time. haha
 

Still feeling like i've boarded the Nippon Express train,
you know, the works:
Green tea from Japan, Jap alt/rock bands, green tea sponge cakes...

I'm enjoying the ride.



Another short wishlist for the road:






(HTC Snap)




(more avant garde tops) 

It's going to be my 'Swan song' soon.
Though I'm not particularly looking forward
to being 'jailed' up in an editing room - with cameras and lecturers,
at least i'd have more laughs.

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Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl boy, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye